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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “Bittersweet Surrender, I Supposed Is The Best Way To Describe It.”

Bittersweet, Why you ask? Well, if it wasn't for your unwillingness to open your heart but only your body to me, I would not have perhaps understood your pathology is simply a mirror image of my own. Wait...

August 18, 2016
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “Gone”

I'm ready to try something different.

August 11, 2016
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “I’m A Runaway…”

I no longer can hold my breath and I'm beginning to feel light-headed.

August 2, 2016
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “The Words You Spoke On That Day…”

I stood there on the edge high above it all.

July 26, 2016
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “You Tested My Ability To Rescue You. Admittedly, I Was Hoping You Were The One That Would Rescue Me.”

Weak and powerless are the games we often played.

July 12, 2016
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “The Ending Is Now The Beginning Once Again”

Yesterday is now today, how quickly it seems the days are chased away.

July 19, 2016
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “Jumping Into The Deep In”

I'm panic prone, weak and powerless against the incoming storm.

July 9, 2016
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “Cocaine Flavored Kiss!”

I unknowingly was tainted by the unusual flavor of your kiss. You said, "Just relax," before kissing me on my lips.

July 7, 2016
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “You Asked, Why Do I Journal My Thoughts?”

I'm trying to understand my world. What does these words streaming from my mind even mean?

July 6, 2016
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “Clone”

Fading into the background, faceless, breath held in, back pressed firmly against the wall.

July 4, 2016
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “Confession”

Those carefully chosen words made me a believer.

June 29, 2016
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “Oh How I Miss The Warm Sandy Beaches And The Relaxing Sounds Of The Acoustic Guitar.”

Arriving just a few hours past noon, just before the sun completes its daily cycle.

June 27, 2016
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “The Mirror Captured My Truth And It’s Painful To See How Vivid My Reflection Can Tell My Story”

I envisioned my life differently then the version that plays out before me.

June 25, 2016
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “Something About You Made Me Want To Grow Up!”

An unlikely chance encounter! I could have never known waiting for a delayed train during the morning rush hour would have such a profound effect on me.

June 22, 2016
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “To See The World Through Crystal Clear Eyes, Not Through Manipulated Lenses”

I no longer wanted to be frighten by the confusions. I battled my demons and buried them so they can finally rest peacefully and forgiven.

June 21, 2016
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “And So I Arrived Here Weathered…”

Tattered and broken... My arrival here in my current state is entirely due to my inability to face the truth.

June 15, 2016
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “Prideful”

Prideful is the egocentric alcoholic beverage of choice.

June 10, 2016
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “I Often Wonder”

I often wonder if I am using my time here on earth wisely?

May 31, 2016
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “I Am That Fortunate Save”

When I was feeling low you came along.

May 17, 2016
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “Between The Moments”

Photography by Miguel Frias Between The Moments You say you had enough, I say I understand. I say I…

May 15, 2016
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “Bare & Naked”

Take away the pain even if it means I’ll be left bare and naked.

May 12, 2016
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “Change”

Standing here feeling naked.Exposed like I'm someone famous.

May 4, 2016
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “The Trouble With The Truth”

I was doing well on my own until you walked in.

May 5, 2016
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “Here I Go Again”

Here I go again, wondering why things aren't different.

May 2, 2016
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “The Classic Rewrite Story”

You missed the reason why I did not smile. I thought I was broken, until you opened my eyes.

April 30, 2016
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “I don’t think I’m ready.”

I don't want to write about dead memories, past transgressions, and old paramours. I want to write about today, tomorrow, and all that is waiting to be explored.

April 24, 2016
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “Scars”

The only way to break through this pain to live a life that is meant to be I must first surrender and allow my guards to stand down

October 15, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “Apple Tree”

Hush don't speak, I no longer want to eat from your apple tree.

October 13, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “The Invisible Man I Am”

It seems I can move throughout life seemingly unseen by the people around me.

October 7, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: ” I Wish I Was A Singer”

I wish I could sing the stories streaming my heart and listen to my words dance on music notes.

October 8, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “I’m A Piss Poor Writer”

I'm a piss poor writer armed with my black pen and you with your red let the showdown begin.

October 1, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “I Was Nothing More Than Your Paramour”

You stood in the rain watching me. I should have known this would get messy.

September 24, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “The Affair”

My biggest fear is living on this earth alone. Coming home to empty rooms and an empty bed that is begging to be shared.

September 17, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “Hello Me!”

Self-consciousness is an interesting sensation; it’s one of the few occurrences where I believe I have felt the full rush of my insecurities.

September 11, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “You’re All That I’ll Ever Want”

I don’t want to live with secrets.

September 8, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “Happy Anniversary To Me!”

Releasing and sharing all the bottled up pain helps the healing process.

September 4, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “Storyteller”

Give me a second I have to get my story straight.

September 3, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: ” You’ve been talking in your sleep!”

I know all the things you've never told me.

September 1, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “Yearning For Something More!”

I feel numb except for this yearning for something more from my existence.

August 27, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “Regretfully Bound By My Choices”

Looking into the face of the person who shares my similar soul.

August 24, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “Soaked Deep Between The Layers Of My Skin”

It's been several years but I can still remember the smell of you lingering every time I breathed.

August 23, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “I Was Intimidated Despite My Reputation”

I believe your first introduction to how self-conscious you really are is evident within your personal relationship at least that was true for me.

August 16, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “Your Warm Embrace”

When you placed your hand on my shoulder on that warm summer evening I knew instantly that I could trust you.

August 16, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “Trying Cost You Nothing, It’s Free So Just Do It”

A good friend once told me, “Trying cost you nothing, it’s free so just do it.

August 16, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “This is to you “LIFE” I will be forever grateful”

So far I have held several jobs, been to several schools, been in debt, to living a comfortable lifestyle. I have traveled, helped others and been fortunate to have others help me.

August 16, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “My Instincts Are My Best Allies”

To be completely honest I'm guilty of not always following my instincts.

August 10, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “We Were So Naive”

We thought we understood it all even though we hardly lived enough to understand who we were.

August 11, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “Finding Me”

For a long while now I have looked-out, while going through the motions of living, for who really I am at my core person.

August 7, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “Anything is better than a life standing still!”

If you live your life cautiously please remember, Father Time isn’t as forgiving.

August 6, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “Virtual Non-Existence”

There is a world of fantasy and denial and sickness. It started off as innocent but it’s turned into a cancer that eats our minds, steals our ability to interact on a human level

August 5, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “Never Wavering Hand”

It was the crumbling beneath me that pushed me to feel this way.

August 1, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “Goodbye To Troubling Waters”

I can finally say so long and goodbye to the troubling waters.

August 1, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “The More I See Of You The Less I Like Me”

I can’t seem to get you out of my head, what is this hold you have over me?

August 1, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “No Longer Will The Judgments Of The Reflection Own The Rights Of The Image.”

Damn I really need to spend less time staring into this mirror.

August 1, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “The Traveler”

You have traveled so far, are your feet tired from the walk?

August 1, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “The Weekend Visitor”

By Friday evening we were acquaintances discussing our commonalities.

August 1, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “Is it gone, lost, or is it simply broken?”

Dear God, It has left me forever.

June 29, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “Potential Unfulfilled”

The eyes are the window to the soul.

July 13, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “Friends to Lovers”

We only exposed the parts of ourselves that our friendship needed.

July 18, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “I’m Sorry”

Your eyes connected with mines from across the room, almost an entire year before our first conversation.

July 20, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “This Week”

This week will be different.

July 20, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “You Don’t Hear Me”

My words fell on deaf ears.

July 22, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “I’m Yours”

You and I never again will have to search.

July 24, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “Before Our Rocking Chair Years”

Let's make memories together and store them for our later years, if only to have something to reminisce about during our rocking chair years.

July 24, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “Solitude”

It is interesting how clear your path becomes when you are not pulled by the motivation of others.

July 26, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “With Each Passing Day”

I feel time is finally giving me life instead of feeling like it's always taking my life away.

July 28, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “I know it’s my fault and deep down I know I already lost you!”

I know you are leaving.

July 29, 2015
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*Be Part Of The Narrative Journal Entry: “Love and Freedom”

Love is freedom.

July 30, 2015